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i am not in a very good mood right now, so this i'm going to sound like a very depressed, totally messed up individual. i'm usually not like this, but right now this is how i feel. i am very insecure with myself. everything from my looks to my personality, from the way i act on the outside to the way i feel on the inside. people who know me will find that shocking and say its not true, but that's the way i feel. i have the most screwed up love life of anyone i know. i only love girls who can't love me back. people think i'm pretty cool because they think i'm laid back, but laid back is an understatement. i'm passive, i let people walk all over me, and i never fight for what i want. i know my problems, but i haven't done anything to fix them. i feel like a total fraud because i'm usually pretty happy, but even when i'm not, i pretend to be. i am completely illiterate when it comes to reading signals. and right now i feel like giving up on trying to figure people/myself out. so that's it. i sound like a complete emo loser, i know, but give me a week and i will be better.

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